Well folks, I'm back home. I'm ashamed that I haven't posted in the last month, but my internet plan expired about a month ago and there hasn't been much to report. In the last month I have been busy spending time finishing up last minute projects, packing up/throwing out, saying goodbyes, and searching for jobs. This last week has been overwhelming (I flew in last night), with planned going away parties and lots of surprises. While I am happy to be home with, saying goodbye was extremely difficult. I really have grown close to a lot of people in my community and I appreciate how much they have taught me and taken care of me in the last two years, becoming friends and family throughout the experience. Touchingly, the goodbyes were difficult on both parts for I seem to really have become a part of my community. People thanked me immensely for my time, support, friendship, and willingness to try new things and have fun. I received gifts and hugs and many memories. I will greatly miss the generosity and kindness of the people in my community.
Already I am finding it a little hard to be in the United States. I have noticed that no one looks up anymore - everyone is looking down at their phone/iPad/latest gadget. And there is really a lack of friendliness among strangers. I went for a run this morning and lots of people were out (a nice change from being the only runner in my area), but not one single person responded to my "Good Morning." Not one. What a shame. And life seems so much more complicated here with so many more things to worry/think about instead of relaxing in the hammock in the afternoon. Everyone is concerned about being connected with everyone else, though at home people are really isolated. I've seen one neighbor since I've been home and all we exchanged were "hello's." For being so electronically connected, people aren't genuinely connected. However, countless food options, couches, and hot water are welcomed benefits of being back. And of course being with my family and dogs is nice.
On to the next adventure.
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